The night after my entire life shifted about 8 weeks ago, in my dreams repeatedly kept hearing the universe saying “ your wings were ready, so we pushed you”. For me this was very significant because I took a huge leap of working in corporate America to being self employed.
For years I stood at the ledge of unhappiness, putting one toe over the edge and trying different things and always keep my security of my “should” job. Then the universe came in and gave me the push I needed. I actually never believed I was capable and now I cant believe how happy I am. People I have known for years now describe me “You are so different,” “You are unapologetic,” “You are so peaceful,” “The You I knew, would never have done anything like this.”
I have taken on the adventure of designing my life.
If I want something, feel anxiety, have any sort of thought more than once or I miss someone, I do something about it. TAKE ACTION, SOLVE THE PROBLEM, LEARN WHAT YOU NEED TO LEARN. I was scared about health insurance, after a week of torturing myself I took action and talked to 5 people and then found this amazing woman Nancy Towle. She took the time to walk me through the process at 8:00 pm. She helped me get a great rate and now I am take care of. I wasn’t sure what to do with my finances for the LLC, instead of sitting in the fear and frustration, I called 2 people. I learned a lot and downloaded QuickBooks Self-employed and am currently working on recording all of my write offs. When 3 people asked me for a business card and I didn’t have any I took this as the universe’s language of saying, “Get business cards, these are your leads they want to help fill your books.” I ordered business cards on the 4th of July so I could get a discount.
Once I heard a phrase, “Find your purpose, and then give it away.” I am not sure where this all taking me and this adventure is nowhere near over and I am sure that happiness is work the the unknown I look at every morning. We are here to serve. We came to this earth with gifts, allow them to shine. You spend years building up courage, experiences, knowledge, these are the wings the universe is speaking of. When you step off the ledge they will be what catch you. Tomorrow is not guaranteed either way.
What is something you have always wanted to do but you told yourself you couldn’t? What reasons do you actually believe?
If you want help building the action plan for next steps and overcoming your reasons, hurdles, and fears reach out to me and lets talk!
Let’s collectively build lives we want to live unapologetically.
And so it is.